Feels so sad when your closest friend say bad things about you. A friend who i see him as a brother, but seems that he doesnt like me as his brother.
I remember someone told me that we are living here for pleasing Allah, not people. Don’t be sad, only Allah know what is inside of your heart, only Allah know your truely intention (niyat) doing goodness, whether it’s ikhlas or riya’..
So if someone told anything wrong about you, please dont worry, because only Allah know the best of yourself. As long as its good for you, not ruining your iman toward Islam, and it doesnt disturb others, please do.
I found good lyric from Humood al Khudr, Kun Anta : We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves, That is our beauty, rising and ascending above
This song cheers me up and teach me to be the best of ourself, dont pretending to be someone just to please other. Because this is me..
may Allah always guide us..